Time Warp Countdown
Fit Me Journal May 23 I almost typed March 23. Life feels kind of like a time warp right now. Where did the last two months go? So since it's been a few weeks since I wrote a blog post, here are some updates. We are down to 12 days until Josh finally moves home. If...
Old me and other lies
I miss writing. Yesterday I caught myself thinking about writing and feeling bad about it. Blogging feels good because it gets thoughts out of my head. I love talking to you and hearing back from you. But it's been hard lately. When I say feeling bad,...
Distancing Vibes
Fit Me Journal March 21 Last night the boys and I sat on my bed and played Egyptian Rat. We normally play games on the dining room table, but last night we sat crosslegged on my bed. It reminded me of being a teenager and playing with my friends. Even though the...
Stress Chips
So yesterday as I was unpacking my huge load of groceries, I was considering the changes and unknowns for the weeks ahead. As I put away cans of tomatoes and other pantry staples, I immediately felt the urge to grab a bowl and fill it with tortilla chips. I wanted salt and crunch.
I was halfway through the bowl before I even realized what I was doing. I was stress eating. Ugh. The funny thing was…the stress was more powerful than the recognition. Some part of me didn’t care.
Fit Me Journal Feb 25
Georgia just slept 11 hours. I'm not kidding. We started the "Taking Cara Babies" sleep program 5 nights ago and we are finally getting somewhere. We started sleep training just in time for Georgia and I to travel to San Diego tomorrow. I'm sure we will have...
Fit Me Journal Feb 19
Happy Normal Day I did this thing I do sometimes. I write a journal, get 2/3 of the way through and then delete it. Not because I hate it... but because it is surface-level reflections. They are meaningless....even to me. Writing is a funny process depending on...