Distancing Vibes

Distancing Vibes

Fit Me Journal March 21 Last night the boys and I sat on my bed and played Egyptian Rat.   We normally play games on the dining room table, but last night we sat crosslegged on my bed.   It reminded me of being a teenager and playing with my friends.   Even though the...

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Stress Chips

Stress Chips

So yesterday as I was unpacking my huge load of groceries, I was considering the changes and unknowns for the weeks ahead. As I put away cans of tomatoes and other pantry staples, I immediately felt the urge to grab a bowl and fill it with tortilla chips. I wanted salt and crunch.

I was halfway through the bowl before I even realized what I was doing. I was stress eating. Ugh. The funny thing was…the stress was more powerful than the recognition. Some part of me didn’t care.

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Fit Me Journal Feb 25

Fit Me Journal Feb 25

Georgia just slept 11 hours. I'm not kidding.   We started the "Taking Cara Babies" sleep program 5 nights ago and we are finally getting somewhere.   We started sleep training just in time for Georgia and I to travel to San Diego tomorrow. I'm sure we will have...

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Fit Me Journal Feb 19

Fit Me Journal Feb 19

Happy Normal Day I did this thing I do sometimes.  I write a journal, get 2/3 of the way through and then delete it.   Not because I hate it... but because it is surface-level reflections.   They are meaningless....even to me. Writing is a funny process depending on...

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Fit Me Journal February 14

Fit Me Journal February 14

Happy Valentine's Day! Guess who is coming home tonight? My Valentine! Yup, it's been a full 8 weeks since he's been home, but Josh's plane lands tonight and he will be home for a full week. I've been in "go mode" since he left on December 26th, barely slowing down...

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The Space Between

The Space Between

Fit Me Journal October 10   It's cold here today. I think it dropped into the 20's last night. This morning I got up to write but for some reason just wasn't feeling it. Since Josh is home and could stay with the kids, I decided to seize the day and do something...

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